Why loving you seems so hard to do?

I had a life that seems perfect, but one day I know that my life isn't complete...
I knew that I always long for you
Long before I met you...

And the day when we met seems so uncertain
Between fantasy and reality
You are there and suddenly you dissapear
Leaving me alone and wondering

How my life change after you came
And why you leave me in this uncertain feelings?
I look up to the sky above and to the clouds
Where are you, where is my true love?

The blue sky that once we look at together
Seems so solemn and blue
Like the days that never ends...

Would Our Thread Connect?

Dear My Prince,

I write this to you because I'm confused, I don't know what happens to me, but I want you to understand me. Because I need you to understand me...

Just a sight of wonder that made me think today about what will the future hold for us?
Do you ever think of that?
I mean, well, so many things that make me wondering what will happen next.
And so many obstacles that I face now to make us connect.
And the threads of our relation are so tangled that it made a bundle of threads that confusing.
So, what do you think to solve the tangled threads?
Or maybe I should ask you how can we work on it together?
Please tell me...
Cause I want to know you more...

fly away

When I think happiness had came into my life,

I found that it suddenly fly away like a butterfly...

Leaving me sad and dissapointed

And I wonder, do I made mistakes? Do I said domething wrong?

But I know, I had to survive

I had to go on

I will shed no more tears...

After all things that happen to me,

I knew, I had to losing grip to the things in the past

And stop thinking about the things that made me sad

I will dream another dream

I said to myself,

Though it had flew away

You can always find another happiness

Coz the world is so full of colors...